hehehehehehe i'm soooo happy!!! Ok maybe not. But anyway, almost all my papers are over already!! I'm currently only left with MT P1, P2 and chem/bio MCQ. Had fnn and ss paper today. SS i studied governance and bonding Sinagpore but dammit. None came out. Did sri lanka, sending my 13m qn to hell. Okay was rly relieved that fnn paper was rly easy! Ok i shall not say this too early, if not i get B ah, xiasuey ah. HAHAHAA. Okay i don't know what to do now.....finding tumblr theme......no nice ones. Uhhhh gettin' on my nerves ://k la bye ^.^ can't wait for o lvl to be officially over! :D

PS: Will start doing proper posts prolly after o's! :)

o levels

i have no idea why i'm posting but..i just feel like doing so. Hah. Let's talk about those papers which are alr over. Science practical was #!@#^%$#@ ugh!! Screwed it up like mad. For English, it's rly disappointing. I've written the WORST essay ever. As for math, i don't know what to say. I made multiple careless mistakes and i guess there's no more hope for a A1/A2 anymore. Calculated, and i only got arnd 74. After the moderation or other shit, i don't even know if i can secure a B!! :/ Oh well, as for next week, which i call it the killer week, it's all the killer papers!!!!!! Geog, SS, F&N, Chemistry, Biology..........die die die. I don't feel like studying at all. But i know i can't give up now.............so yeah. Till then, x

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"Stop sulking around being depressed, you should be happy. You’re only young once and this is the time where you need to have fun and forget about everything that doesn’t make you happy. Fuck everyone who doesn’t make you happy. Go out and have fun. This could be your last day."

hey :) so i see, it's been rather quite some time since i've blogged. I've graduated from Peirce 3 days ago. I kinda really really miss Peirce. I've got no idea why. I remember hating this place in my last year in it. It's a place where I spent 4 years of my life in. Be it bad or good moments, it allowed me to meet the best people i'd ever ask for in my life. Some left me, some drifted away, but i'm still thankful for everything. Really thankful. I may hate some of them right now, but i still feel really happy that i've met them. Everyone made me who I am today, right now, at this moment. Nothing's all by myself. I can never go this far without people by my side, supporting me through out. You know, do you know how it feels? I hate it when it's time to leave. I hate leaving. I hate to know that there'll be people whom i've known, that i'll never ever meet them face to face anymore. And that, things will never, ever, be the same anymore. Hate.

Okay, as for now, I guess i'll just name out people i remember. People who've played a part in my life (for sec schl): shiyee, angus, chuana, melanie, chenghui, jasmine, natasha, khengyin, deirdre, teojing, felicia, samantha, renyong, jingru, geraldine, rongyao, qikang, weihao, daren, aysha, sarah, elizabeth, ariel, sharon, jannah, van ong, van teo, nicolene, sasha, xiaohan, tengjiao, elijah, mateen, towkai, shams, hongkai, eryao, aldridge, luyu, paul, junrong, pascal, ernest, tianyun, dingying, khine, serene, wenci, christine, chingling, andrew, guojie, sherman, shafiq, hadi, minjie, charmaine, georgine, sue anne, rachel, yiheng, liangchen, james, david, ctea, laraine, jinyi, evanjarleen, jasmine, ofure, seraphina, laura, amanda, zuokuan, yuxian, keith tay, jerrom, perry, juechen, rachael, phoebe, xiao loong, jaben, darren, aloysius, waikit, deane, vernon, bryan, chinwei, kariann, belva, valencia, natalie, yan yee, rachel, weiqian, winnie, xuequn, vanessa, xiao g, wanjia, candice, cyndi, jason, valarie, jolynne, shule, jiayi, jiayi, jasmine, genevive, darrick, jianqiang, aaron, darryl, kyle, zhiyan, dionna, sharon, sharmaine, shijia, louis, karin, marlina, alvin, alvin, roger, agene, jonathan, amelia, serene, selicia, felicia, angelena, allicia, bowen, pengfei, bingru, jinghan, hongli, eagan, jasmine ow, zaneta

haha i don't know what i'm feeling right now.....overwhelmed by sadness or perhaps disappointments? i really do not know. Yet another emotional night.....sigh. When will all these come to a stop? Where is the life i used to have? Where did the happy me go to?

hey there

hellllllllllllo today's a good day hehehe. everything went well in the morning, etc etc,and although after math sat i was alone because apparently deirdre went home, puisuen came down to join me at the atrium in no time. Hahhaha i hate being alone when i'm in school so i was really thankful and grateful that she was there with me. Soon after, denise and trishala came down and we spent like 15 minutes walking arnd buying food n finding chung for idk what reasons. shi came down after her sat and we went for the english evening lesson after that with dee and sam and it was good! I kinda like mr yeo, he's a good teacher :) okay anyway, currently my abdomen(?) hurts like a bitch due to the lack of warm ups before running around like a mad dog for pe yesterday. it really hurts like fucking ugh. ok today was filled with laughters and i hope everyday would be like this. simple yet happy. okay good bye Xx

ps: less than a month to 'o' levels. i NEED to start being serious and study hard

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ok i'm supposed to be studying right nowwww. i'm like quite motivated to pass a maths but sigh, i just looked through the TYS and powpowpowpowpow i don't see anything do-able :( why why why. why didn't i work hard like since sec3?? too late for regrets but ugh whatever. anyway joyce is a slutttttttt sluttttt slutttt oh well she should be happy that at least her name appeared in my beautiful n gorgeous looking blog. ha. whatever i'm mean but i'm cool like this so k bye i love everyone except joyce ;)

hahahaha on the contary, today was soooo effing awesome although only half the day has passed. okay yesterday Deirdre and I attended the evening lesson, but it was for the pure science students so we did our own work at the back. It was rather productive i would say, i meant like, better than at home. oh n i got back my fnn paper and surprisingly i got 85/100!!!!! yes yes yes i know i should be like super glad or sth but.......but.....but....... i wanna cry la pls.......... aloy got 86 which was the highest in class......he got higher than me.... by 1 fucking mark........1 fucking mark....JUST 1 MARK OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD...i know la. i'm like fucking never contented. i always want the best out of everything. aiya perhaps this is a reminder from God that i should start studying really hard but......aiya anyway this was supposed to be a happy post!!! ha. k so this morning i went to school for chem class and, as usual, i was late and kept my bbg waiting for 30 minutes. i'm a bad girl, someone slap me pls. hahaa kidding. ok chem was boring la....chem was NEVER interesting to me anyway. after lesson, headed down to have beancurd BUT IT WAS CLOSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. My god. Went to prata house instead and dee went home first. Had egg prata and talked to bbg about "whiny girl" hahahhaha what a name!! ok went to meet my mom at the market after that and we bought alot of food yay yay yay happygurl4lyf. ok i know it doesn't seems to you that it was a good day for me but it was. I mean, i'm reallyyyyyyyy happy today :) going for english tuition later and will head to the library to study after that! Looking forward! xx